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And We'll Miss You
(for Chris Pirsig)

dated 12/79

#  739 on list of all songs


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Chris Pirsig was a student at the San Francisco Zen Center who was murdered in a random killing while he was walking down the Laguna Street. At Green Gulch Farm I used to go into his room and call him Submarine when I found him buried in his sleeping bag. The needle in the song is because at the Zen Center we sew stuff. I had heard he and his brother Ted were morphed into one to be the kid on the bike in Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, but Ted wrote that no, that was only Chris. Also said that he smiled at the mention of the old car which he inherited and kept running for a long time.

I wrote and recorded this song after Chris's funeral at the SFZC. It's the longest of them all at 12:29. - DC


And We'll Miss You

 

You were born - and you died

You had a mom - you had a dad

I knelt at your funeral - as we said goodbye

There was nothing I could say

For if I had I would have cried

 

You were here - you are not

You and us - now you're out

I stared at your ashes - once so thin and blonde

Was torn between this sad life

And the wisdom gone beyond

 

Form is void - void is form

They're no different

There's no feeling, no perception

No more or less

There's no body - there's no mind

Now here this too

There's no birth - there's no death

And we'll miss you

 

You grew up - you grew out

You were lone - and about

Worked on that bike, as a kiddo rode in back

We'd pass, bow, smile, say hi

Maybe stop and have a chat

 

Form is form - void is void

They're not other

Shariputra heard the sutra

Long ago

No eyes, no ears, etcetera

No nirvana nor this tissue

There's no birth - there's no death

And we'll miss you

 

You and your well known beginnings

You and your come from the snow

You and your outings and innings

You and your loud rock n roll

You and your grease and the spare parts

You and your broken machines

You and your more than it's worth car

Gettin nursed out on the street

You and your shoe sales and studies

You and your small kitchen snacks

You and your sitting still buddies

You and your straight arrow track

You and your needle and chanting

You and your eyes to your feet

You and your stuff and your

You and your us and your

Getting ordained - finally

 

You were hard - you were soft

You were quiet - not so cross

You put one foot forward then

Then followed the next

Concentrated - your course is set

Little brother - you've got our respect

 

Void's a word - form's a word

They don't help now

Life is horrible

And we're all caught in fears

Gone too soon - shines the moon

We could hug you we could kiss you

There's no birth - there's no death

And we'll miss you.

 

No delusion, no enlightenment

No suffering, no end to it

Just this room of tears

There's no birth - there's no death

And we'll miss you.

 

Indonesian
unchecked Google translate

Dan Kami Akan Merindukanmu


Anda lahir - dan Anda mati
Anda memiliki seorang ibu - Anda memiliki seorang ayah
Saya berlutut di pemakaman Anda - saat kami mengucapkan selamat tinggal
Tidak ada yang bisa saya katakan
Karena jika aku punya aku akan menangis

Anda berada di sini - Anda tidak
Anda dan kami - sekarang Anda keluar
Aku menatap abumu - dulu sangat kurus dan pirang
Terbelah antara kehidupan yang menyedihkan ini
Dan kebijaksanaan melampaui

Bentuk itu kosong - kekosongan adalah bentuk
Mereka tidak berbeda
Tidak ada perasaan, tidak ada persepsi
Tidak lebih atau kurang
Tidak ada tubuh - tidak ada pikiran
Sekarang di sini juga
Tidak ada kelahiran - tidak ada kematian
Dan kami akan merindukanmu

Anda tumbuh dewasa - Anda tumbuh dewasa
Anda sendirian - dan tentang
Bekerja di sepeda itu, saat anak-anak naik di belakang
Kami akan melewati, membungkuk, tersenyum, menyapa
Mungkin berhenti dan mengobrol

Bentuk adalah bentuk - kekosongan adalah kekosongan
Mereka bukan yang lain
Sariputra mendengar sutra
Zaman dahulu
Tidak ada mata, tidak ada telinga, dan sebagainya
Tidak ada nirwana atau jaringan ini
Tidak ada kelahiran - tidak ada kematian
Dan kami akan merindukanmu

Anda dan awal Anda yang terkenal
Anda dan Anda berasal dari salju
Anda dan acara dan babak Anda
Anda dan rock n roll Anda yang keras
Anda dan minyak Anda dan suku cadangnya
Anda dan mesin rusak Anda
Anda dan mobil Anda yang lebih berharga
Gettin dirawat di jalan
Anda dan penjualan dan studi sepatu Anda
Anda dan camilan dapur kecil Anda
Anda dan teman Anda yang duduk diam
Anda dan jalur panah lurus Anda
Anda dan jarum Anda dan nyanyian
Anda dan mata Anda ke kaki Anda
Anda dan barang-barang Anda dan Anda
Kamu dan kamu, kami dan kamu
Ditahbiskan - akhirnya

Kamu keras - kamu lembut
Kamu diam - tidak terlalu marah
Anda meletakkan satu kaki ke depan kemudian
Kemudian diikuti selanjutnya
Terkonsentrasi - kursus Anda sudah diatur
Adik laki-laki - Anda mendapatkan rasa hormat kami

Kekosongan adalah sebuah kata - bentuk adalah sebuah kata
Mereka tidak membantu sekarang
Hidup itu mengerikan
Dan kita semua terjebak dalam ketakutan
Pergi terlalu cepat - menyinari bulan
Kami bisa memelukmu, kami bisa menciummu
Tidak ada kelahiran - tidak ada kematian
Dan kami akan merindukanmu.

Tidak ada delusi, tidak ada pencerahan
Tidak ada penderitaan, tidak ada akhir untuk itu
Hanya ruang air mata ini
Tidak ada kelahiran - tidak ada kematian
Dan kami akan merindukanmu.




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